Anxiety...

Today was filled with overwhelming anxiety about the fact that I was not feeling pregnant yet. No sickness, no belly yet of course, no nothing.

I broke down and took the last pregnancy test that we had stored in the bathroom closet. I took a deep breath and waited for the digital readout to tell me our fait, and at last, it again flashed "PREGNANT!"

I feel much better now after a bit of reassurance. I have my first doctor's appointment tomorrow morning. I should feel even better after that! I guess I should consider myself lucky that I am not feeling bad! (I'm sure I need to enjoy it while it lasts!)